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Rating: NC-17.
Keywords: Sherlock/OMC, Tom Hiddleston fancast, drugs, slash, Sherlock POV (mostly, at least for the first half), bisexual Sherlock, romance, mystery, amnesia
Spoilers: This story takes place in early 2016 so the dumpster fire that was basically everything about that year - including season four - hasn't happened. I incorporate elements from it, especially from the very beginning of the first episode, but it is dramatically altered.
Disclaimer: This started out as a sort of "50 First Dates" Johnlock story and morphed into this psychological Girl on the Train/Before I Go To Sleep fusion-ish thing. The characters are all from BBC Sherlock, except Henry who is mine even though he's named after one of Doyle's characters.
Summary: Every day I wake up not remembering how I got here or who this man is who claims he's my husband. I cannot trust my own memory. There is one thing of which I am reasonably certain: John Watson is dead. Isn't he?
Dedication: Thank
you to Kate and Emilio for their invaluable help and support with this
story. Also, big thank you to gin200168 for helping with the sciency
stuff so I don't sound like too much of an idiot. Also thank you to
Teddy for all the love and support when I believed nobody cared about
this thing anymore.
Author's Notes: Henry is an amalgam of several characters from ACD cannon, as well as several other characters Tom Hiddleston has played. Because of the complexities of the character as I envisioned him, I couldn't picture anyone else who could "play" him but Tom. This takes place sometime after season 3.
