Title: Magic of Desire Author: Diandra Hollman E-Mail: diandrahollman@gmail.com Website: http://diandrahollman.neocities.com AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/diandrahollman/works Date Finished: 4/17/24 Rating: NC-17 Keywords: Tony Stark/Loki, Doctor Strange/Loki, Doctor Strange/Tony Stark, slash, voyerism, spanking, bondage, shapeshifting Spoilers: If you find any, let me know Disclaimer: They are not mine and Disney would probably shit a brick if anyone on their staff tried to write them like this. Summary: Tony gets an offer he cannot refuse. Author's notes: This is absolutely not canon compliant and possibly closer to the comics than the MCU. Any spoilers found here are purely accidental. I just...had these images in my head that I needed to get out. Magic of Desire By Diandra Hollman I frowned at the pile of mail Pepper had left on my work table. Mostly junk mail and subscription offers. But there was one media mail envelope without a return address. Or any address at all, it turned out once I actually inspected it. "Jarvis, can you run a scan for any explosives or biological substances?" "Ms. Potts already requested a full scan, sir. It appears to be nothing more than an optical disc." Curiosity sufficiently piqued, I ripped open the envelope and shook out a recordable DVD labeled "for your eyes only" in nondescript block letters. "Did you see who left it?" "No, sir. It appears it was delivered by the mail courier with all the other items despite the lack of proper address and postage." "Well, that's not at all alarming," I muttered under my breath. If anything, the entire mysterious nature of it just made me even more curious. I found a computer that was completely off network to play the disc just in case. The machine identified one lone video file and asked if I wanted to play it. I hesitated for a moment, trying to think of any possible dangers I hadn't already accounted for. Not being able to think of anything, I clicked "yes". The sight of a bound, naked man bent over a bed being spanked by another, partly naked man immediately assaulted my eyeballs. "Jesus!" I panicked and punched the eject button on the optical drive tray. I stared at the blank screen while my brain struggled to process what I had just seen. "Shall I attempt to track the sender, sir," Jarvis asked calmly. "Yes," I say instinctively. Then, "no, wait..." My mind was spinning, going over and over the few seconds of video I had seen, and something was nagging at me. One of the men looked familiar. "Jarvis? Take five." After a pause, Jarvis responded "understood, sir." He would give me privacy until further notice, barring any life or death emergencies. I put the disc back in, braced myself, and started the video again. I realized immediately why one of the men had looked familiar. Somehow, he looked like me. Not exactly, there was something not quite right I couldn't put my finger on, but the likeness was good enough to fool anybody. Somebody with a similar build wearing one of those replicator masks Nat always kept on hand, maybe. AI wasn't THAT good. The man on the bed cried out as my doppleganger landed a particularly heavy blow and I turned my attention to him. If I knew who he was, maybe it would help me figure out what sort of blackmail this was. 'Do what we want or we'll leak a video of you spanking a senator' or something. "Please," the man sobbed. "Please, I..." he broke off with a yelp, his whole body tensing against his bindings. And that's when I spotted the white streak in his hair and the faint trembling in his fingers that had nothing to do with arousal. "Strange," I said out loud. "Say it," the other man said in what was unmistakably my voice. Strange whimpered, his muscles bulging as he struggled against his bindings. My duplicate spanked him again and his cry sounded distinctly desperate. "Please...I can't...please..." One last blow and... "Please, Master," he yelped, the words tearing from him violently. "Please, let me...please...I can't..." "Shh..." the Tony on the screen murmured, stroking reddened skin. "You have done well, pet. You may come now." It took two more blows before I finally registered that that didn't sound like something I would say. But by then I was too focused on the way Strange's body was arching and tensing. He shouted once, the sound so helpless and primal that I shifted in my seat to try to relieve the pressure of my growing erection. I told myself that was a normal response, partly caused by the fact that it was basically ME giving him what looked like the orgasm to end all orgasms somehow without going anywhere near his cock. Then I saw "Tony's" hand working between Strange's legs, drawing it out and I realized he was manipulating some sort of dildo or plug. Which explained a lot. Strange's body sagged after an impressive amount of time and "Tony" drew the plug out and tossed it aside. I heard it land with a wet thump on the floor. The bindings came away under his hands so easily they must have been expertly slipknotted (even though they had looked like fine ribbon), and he flipped Strange onto his back just as effortlessly. And then somehow, the black (probably leather) pants he'd been wearing disappeared and he was yanking Strange to the edge of the bed until the man was impaled on his cock. 'Fuck it,' I thought as I fumbled my pants open, sighing at the relief in pressure. I unconsciously jerked myself to the rhythm of my duplicate's fucking, my cock jerking at the overwhelmed noises Strange made, his hands scrabbling at the mattress as he struggled to brace himself. But I was in full control of him, my fingers definitely leaving bruises on his hips as I took my own pleasure from his unresisting body. I didn't even know when I stopped thinking of the other Tony as a separate person. I could easily imagine myself in his place. Knew how Stephen's body would be both soft and hard in all the right places and slick with just the right amount of give, his cock twitching weakly just this side of painful as his reddened ass was pounded mercilessly. He couldn't come again so soon, but that wouldn't stop his dick from putting in a valiant effort, riding the receding waves of the orgasm he just had. I came just before the other me and if it wasn't for the fact that he sounded a whole lot more composed than I was, I wouldn't have been able to tell where my noises ended and his began. My brain slowly came back online to the sound of wet kissing and murmured reassurances. I looked at the screen to find Stephen clinging shakily to his partner, who no longer looked like me. I couldn't see his face as he seemed to be either kissing or nuzzling the side of Stephen's neck or ear that was turned away from the camera. His hair was longer, his body larger but skinnier, his skin paler. And then he lifted his head and I stopped breathing. "Such a good little pet," Loki murmured, stroking Stephen's face affectionately. "Stop playback," I blurted. Then I realized Jarvis couldn't hear me and jabbed the eject button. I don't know how long I stared at the blank screen in shock. "Fuck!" The Tony imitator was Thor's psychotic brother. I struggled to piece things together as I located some tissues and put myself back into presentable condition. Why? Why would he send me that video? Was it some sort of psychological mindfuck? Was it even real? How would I know if it wasn't? It wasn't like I could call Strange and asks if by any chance he had let Loki spank him and fuck his brains out while wearing my face. Could I? "Jarvis!" "Yes, sir?" "Send me the security footage around the time the mail was delivered." "I have already taken the liberty of retrieving it, sir. I believe you are correct that there is something suspicious about it." I opened my virtual screen and expanded the video Jarvis had already queued up. On the screen, the carrier walked up to the front door and set down the pile of mail that clearly already contained the unlabeled package with the disc. He straightened, looked up, located the camera and smiled deliberately. It was my face again. "Do we have a number for Loki Odinson?" "Sir?" "I need to speak to him." There was a long pause before my phone buzzed with an incoming contact file. "Is there anything else, sir?" "No, that should do it for now. Thanks, J." I hesitated, staring at the number on the screen, debating what I was going to say. If I should even say anything at all. Should I pretend it didn't even happen? Finally, I just ripped the band aid off and tapped the green button. "To what do I owe the pleasure, Mr. Stark," he greeted, his voice lilting with amusement. "Don't play games. You know what this is about. What do you want?" "What makes you think this has anything to do with what I want?" "Call it a hunch." "Mmm..." "Does he know you did this?" "No. He has an annoyingly human level of embarrassment when it comes to sex. I had to practically beg him to tell me about that fantasy." "Which you then filmed yourself fulfilling without his consent and sent to me?" "I trust you will have appropriate discretion." I clenched my jaw. "You still haven't explained why. What is your goal here?" "Obviously you got to the end if you knew to call me. Your voice is just breathless enough to suggest the effect it had on you." "You're not answering my question." "Would you like to know how it feels to have him entirely at your mercy? To watch him writhe helplessly as you wring every drop of pleasure from his trembling body? To hear him cry your name between mindless pleas for relief because it's all just too much and he's begun to fear he may die of it?" A whimper slipped from me involuntarily and I tried to turn it into a snarl. "Or would you prefer to simply watch," he continued calmly. "I could give you access to the camera feed. Take requests. Would you like to watch yourself ride his cock?" "Fuck!" I yanked the phone from my ear, taking several deep breaths and consciously trying to relax my white knuckle grip before the case cracked. I was getting hard again, but I would be damned if I was going to jerk off while I was talking to that snake. Even if he and Strange were...whatever they were. Close enough for Strange to trust him apparently. Once my head had cleared a little, I brought the phone back to my ear. He had stopped talking, but I knew he was still on the line. "How long have you two been a thing?" He chuckled. "I believe the proper human label is 'friends with benefits'? Nearly a year, I believe." "A year. And this is the first I hear of it." "As I said, he is rather ashamed of his desires. As most of your kind seem to be. I believe that is why he included corporeal punishment as part of his fantasy." "And he would verify all of this if I asked him?" "Probably not and I would prefer if you didn't. I've worked hard to earn his trust." "So why risk it now by telling me?" "It is a risk, yes. A calculated one that I believe could benefit all of us." And there it was. "Give it to me straight, Prancer. What, exactly are you proposing here?" "His response to the scene you just witnessed was more powerful than either of us could have anticipated and I believe I have only scratched the surface of potential. I think together we could go deeper." "Assuming he doesn't kill you first." "I believe the prospect of making his deepest fantasies reality will outweigh his initial anger." "And what if I want no part of any of this?" "If that were true, you would not be speaking to me right now." He had a point there. "What about what he wants? Just because he has fantasies about me doesn't mean he wants to actually have sex with me. I have plenty of fantasies. Cindy Crawford. Steve Rogers. That doesn't mean I would want to actually have Captain America tie me up and spank me." Never mind what that image did to my dick. The traitor. "But what if I could make that happen?" I nearly dropped the phone at the sound of Steve's voice. After a moment of panic, I reminded myself that I was talking to a shapeshifter I had just watched do a perfect impersonation of my own voice. "You've been a bad boy, Tony," Fake Steve continued, his voice low and dripping with suggestion. "You know what happens to bad boys, don't you?" "Okay, you've made your point," I snapped. "Knock it off." Steve's voice was replaced by Stephen's, sounding just as wrung out as he had in the video. "Please, Tony. Please. I need your cock inside me! Need you to fuck me so hard I can't walk!" I pushed the end call button and sat fuming for a minute. How dare that twisted little fucker think he could manipulate me? The phone buzzed with a call back. I ignored it. I tried going back to the work I was doing before the entire interruption, channeling my anger and frustration into it. "Sir, Mr. Odinson is here to see you," Jarvis announced warily after maybe two minutes. "What would you like me to do?" 'Release the hounds,' a voice in the back of my head snarled. But all my traitorous voice said was "let him in." I met him upstairs, trying to come up with something really clever to say as I climbed the stairs. Something that would end this insanity once and for all. The sight of him standing in the foyer in those same leather pants he wore in the video, coupled with a form fitting black turtleneck, sent anything I might have come up with scattering. It was very easy to imagine what he would look like naked. Not that I needed to imagine it. I gave myself a mental shake and said "really not used to people saying no, are you?" "I recognize insincerity when I hear it. Or is your body simply betraying you?" He looked pointedly at my crotch, where my pants were starting to stretch uncomfortably tight again. "Despite what some people might say, my dick doesn't do all my thinking for me. One last time: what do you WANT, Loki?" He chuckled and began moving toward me. "You humans really are all the same, aren't you? So ashamed of your desires. So afraid to admit what you really want." I stood my ground as he came closer, figuring if I backed away it would be seen as defeat. I wasn't about to let him win. "Did you pleasure yourself while you watched yourself take him apart? Had you considered what that would look like before tonight? Entertained fantasies about him? Thought about taking that beautiful, tight arse?" There was a sort of shimmer around him and suddenly Stephen was standing in his place. "Wouldn't you like to have the full experience? I know every intimate detail of Stephen's body, so I assure you this is completely accurate." "Except it really isn't. You're basically wearing a highly realistic meat puppet." Thinking of it in those terms helped tone down my arousal a little. Because he hadn't changed the clothing along with the body and I was having a really hard time NOT looking at Stephen's cock in those leather pants. He made a frustrated noise. "Your kind is willing to fornicate with a plastic, air-filled doll. How is this more objectionable?" "We're not all the same. I need my partners to be living, breathing and - most importantly - consenting. It's one thing to imagine the person you're having sex with is someone else. If I had sex with you while you looked like that it would feel like I am just using Strange's body without his permission." He cocked his head thoughtfully. "Is that what you think I was doing? Using your body without your consent?" "No, I said it would FEEL LIKE that. Some people are better at role play than others. You weren't REALLY using my body. You were fulfilling a fantasy Strange thought was impossible with the best tools you have. He had no reason to think I would ever even know about it." I saw understanding flash in his eyes before he shimmered again and turned back into Loki. "I suppose I have my answer then." "No, because I'm not just gonna forget those images now." "I can make you forget." "Too late. Jarvis is keeping a copy somewhere only I have access to, so even if you wipe my memory and destroy the disc, I'll just find it again." That was a lie, but he didn't know that. His lips twitched like he was suppressing a smile. Whether it meant that he knew I was bluffing or that he was just amused I had no idea. "Well," he said slowly, moving toward me in a decidedly predatory manner. "It seems we have come full circle. I still believe you can help me explore the full potential of Stephen's desires and I am willing to negotiate the terms of an arrangement." "Negotiate the...I haven't even agreed to anything yet!" "You will," he said smugly, inching closer to me again. "You really are not used to people saying no, are you?" He stopped moving only when he was so close that he couldn't take another step without pressing against me. I still refused to cede any ground to him. "You saw the video. How many would deny themselves that pleasure?" He leaned in until I could feel his breath on my ear and I did my best not to flinch. Or moan. I wasn't really sure how my body was going to react anymore. "I can give you anything you desire," he murmured, just above a whisper. "Anything at all. There must be something you've always wanted to do - or have done to you - but never told a soul about." I closed my eyes and tried to detach my brain from my body. It was a trick that had helped me survive being tortured. Weirdly appropriate, really. I sucked in a breath as his fingers ghosted along the line of the nearly painful bulge in my pants. Barely more substantial than the breath curling around my ear. He was still talking, but none of it was registering in my overheated brain. Until... "What DO you want, Mr. Stark?" I growled, but it probably just sounded like a whimper again. His voice was going straight to my cock at that point. I swallowed and kept my eyes firmly closed. 'I want to fuck that stupid smirk off your face,' the voice in the back of my head grumbled. He chuckled softly. "Very well." My eyes snapped open as he dropped gracefully to kneel in front of me and I wondered feverishly if I'd said that out loud. He smiled wickedly, still lightly tracing a finger along the strained fabric, licking his lips and keeping them slightly parted in blatant invitation and something in my brain snapped. Before any higher functioning could kick in, I was practically tearing my pants open and plunging my cock down his throat. He didn't resist at all, even though I was dimly aware at one point that I was probably choking him. He seemed more than happy to let me use him, making encouraging noises when I pulled on his surprisingly soft hair. Which only spurred me on even more because FUCK that was good. Amazing, actually. Quite possibly the best blowjob I'd had in a LONG time. When I was so close I could almost taste it, one of the hands that had been gripping my hips moved and a deft finger slipped inside me, immediately finding the right angle to... I bellowed as I came so hard I thought I would black out. I briefly feared Pepper would come running, thinking it was a cry of pain, but I remembered she wasn't home. She and Happy were on a date that night. Which also explained how Loki had gotten past security. My legs turned rubbery and I did a barely controlled fall to the floor, gasping for breath and trying to calm my racing heart before Jarvis set off any alarms. Jarvis. Right. He would have seen the whole thing. Not that he hadn't seen worse before, but...not with a former enemy. Former? We could at least call it a truce now, right? He certainly didn't look like his formerly evil self, sitting on his heels, his hair mussed and his lips already starting to bruise. Our eyes met and he waited another moment for me to appreciate the sight of his lips, wet with saliva and semen, his cheeks flushed from the effort, before he flicked a wrist and everything shimmered again, leaving him cleaned up and put back together as if nothing had happened. I had a brief, primitive urge to mess him up again and take a picture, but I knew that image would be lodged in my brain for a long time regardless. "I will give you some time to think it over," he said calmly, standing and smoothing his clothing and hair nonchalantly. "I will call you tomorrow for your answer." He was gone before I could get my mouth and brain working in tandem well enough to voice an objection. "Son of a bitch," I muttered to the empty room. THE END